Sunday, December 25, 2011

Chrismas Eve

今天接到你的电话很开心,可惜我在芙蓉,,不在马六甲,不能和你们一起过圣诞节。。褂电话前,你对我说了:Merry christmas,我也一样对你说了,说拜拜时,我们两个好像有点paiseh将,kek着了。。哈哈。可惜的是,这是难得的机会能一起出去玩。。有点失望的感觉。。其实,说真的,我在乎我们之间的友谊。。有时看回去我们之前所拍的照片,让我想起我们一起出去玩,一起上课的日子。。有时想想下,眼泪都会流,可是我承认我是一个很感触的人。。在学校遇见时,有时都会觉得paiseh...有时甚至没打招呼。。你们的生日,我只是口头上向你们说声:生日快乐。身为朋友,都没帮你们庆祝,真的很抱歉。。

希望我们还有机会一起出去玩,拍多多照片留念吧。


圣诞节快乐。。MERRY CHRISTMAS...^.^ ^.^

Sunday, August 14, 2011

伤心的一天

妈妈最近很不舒服的,呼吸困难,操劳过度的,真的很担心她会离我而去。。她还问我一些让我觉得奇怪的问题。。她问“你要金链还是戒指,我没回答她。。这话好像在暗示着我某某件事。。希望不是我想太多。。她腰骨痛,我帮她按摩,我还开玩笑的问她‘如果你什么什么了,你要土的还是要火的,她说不要火的,要土的,因为她怕热。。过后我又问她’你要在哪里的??你要富贵,仙境还是经济的华人?她说经济的就好。。因为那两个有点贵。。虽然我是开玩笑,三八的问,可是我的心不停地在涕血,涕泪,不能哭出来,只好静静的哭。。最后还是被妈妈拆穿了,知道我哭了。。她就问我‘做么,你舍不得啊??我当然还在撑,假装没事咯。。妈妈不舒服,可是她还问我要煮什么给我吃,我想都不想就说不用煮了,因为我知道妈妈是最疼我的,就算是她生病,她都会坚持做到最好。真的是位好好妈妈。。在我心目中,你永远都是我一生以来最好的妈妈,最疼我的人。。

妈妈,我爱你。。

还是那句话,祝妈妈身体健康,长命百岁。。有妈妈,那我的生活,我的一切一切,都会过的很开心,很充实,有意义的。

妈妈,愿你身体健康,也希望你能陪我度过未来的每一分每一秒。只要有你在我身边就够了,我就开心了。

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

30/7/2011

今天考midterm,虽然有难也有容易,可是mcq 有四题不会做,就没有了四分,structure careless mistake 就没了两分。。total 6 marks gone..but i tikam for mcq de,bingo for 2 question..总之,我就是不满意我的成绩咯。。。

考完试就驾车回芙蓉了。还以为会在highway 遇到我姐姐,我驾很慢还是没有看到他们,又下雨喔。然后我就加快速度回家去。。过了半小时,我姐姐他们还有我可爱的外甥小弟弟回来咯。。。看到他真开心,就把他抱了起来,真的是超可爱的,一直不断的想亲他呢,呵呵。。

29/7/2011

虽然明天就要考midterm for chapter 3 n 4,可是就是没有mood 要读了,不懂为什么?是容易还是什么啊?自己都不懂,就是没mood 要读的。。可是最后都做练习了,整体上,应该可以吧。对我来说,这两课比较容易,i just dun know de equation very well in chapter 1 n 2...quiz 1 did not get full marks.feel so disappointed..6 marks gone directly just did not rmb de formula...wth...haiz...sad a...

Monday, August 8, 2011

21-22-23 7/2011

今天终于开始读management 了,从chapter 1 study til chapter 5..真的是很累的。。可是又想在今天读课本,可是太累了。只好等明天再读咯。。一天到晚就再读的。。因为我要score 这科,所以就很拼。。

第二天早早起来又再读课本,读了两个chapter,终于顶不顺了,因为读课本真的不够时间,最后还是放弃不读课本,就读slides 了。。读这个slides读了六七遍。。真的很够力。。超压力的。。

考试时间到了,进考场的心情真的是很紧张的,在专心的答问题时,心里真的是超紧张,整个人在抖的。。心里一直在想怎么办,怎么办。。真怕考不好的。。若这科都不能 score,我真的要去跳海咯。。

最后还是希望我能够考到好成绩啦。。原上天保佑吧。。。

Monday, August 1, 2011

11/7/2011

today not going breakfast wit them in cafe..cos i wanna sleep gao gao..i m so sleepy...at the same time,i have to take care of baby also..once he is sleeping,i also continue to sleep.hahha...nice to sleep man,the whether is cold cold de...like it..after they came bek frm casino n breakfast,rest awhile,then go lunch at bukit tinggi there...during tat time,i look outside n i can see tat theme park for today is suitable,cos there are no rain tat time..feel wan to go theme park la..but cant make it..haiz..after lunch,we go bek sban,but we go bek by a wrong way,so we have to go a very big round to get a right way to go bek..kl road is always complicated...

9/7/2011

today we all wake up early and prepared for breakfast..after breakfast,we depart to go genting by 2 cars..they are alot of ppl in genting,check in have to wait around 45minutes..its really take times..we bring alot of things there,got few bottle of water,pau,fries mee..and some snacks..haha..we rest around 1 hours..then we go out walk walk le..lst,they plan to go casino..so me,bro n my parents go casino lst..but i stil 20 years old..the rules is not allowed to enter de..but my bro keep asking me to follow them go inside..luckily the police did not check..haha..finally,can go inside the casino...

i can see the way of ppl gambling,most of the bet is at least rm100...walao..so expensive,tis kind of gambling only got a big chance to rich ppl to bet..tis is not easy gambling in life..once u have bet,u have to pay..n also u wil get addicted if u keep gambling even u lose or win..

my bro put rm10 into slot machine..he won around rm250 within 5 minutes just without teknik of gambling..then my mind is telling me tat so fast n so easy to win the money is just with using hand to slot the machine...then i ask my bro to help me slot..but din get any money also..haha..its means i lost money..haha

then we go bek room again n take a rest..then go for dinner le..the food in genting is damn expensive,once u go genting,u have to eat fast food.cos it is more valueble..haha..at the end,we feel hungry again,n we go and order a large pizza for supper...after eat,chat awhile then sleep...

9/7/2011 maths quiz

today wake up early to revise again,hope can do well in quiz later...everythings is ok,is just the 3 unknown equation..haiz..i keep praying tat tis kind of question did not come out in quiz..when in the exam hall,i feel nervous..when i look into the question,i feel very happy tat i can answer question 2 n 3..but i din look properly in question 1,tot i sure can do it,but at the end i keep thinking it is using the TR TC formula.i keep do,but stil cant get the answer..spend almost 45min on it..keep thinking...but stil cant get..if somebody can tell me have to use tis 'M',i sure can do it..but haiz..really sad,cant get full marks for tis quiz..lost 6 marks for no purpose..damn hate myself tat time...i just need to know the 'M',then i can answer it ady..argh...sad sad sad..after exam,i go home try again n i get the answer,wtf...it late....no more chance to get it right..tis is the lst time i can do the question of maths...but really disappointed...

tonight my sis come n fetch me bek to sban frm muar...but she suddenly said din bek,then i change bek my cloths,then awhile later,she said got bek,then i change bek cloth again,keep saying around 4 times,tis 4 times i keep changing cloths.kns lo..finally they come n fetch me,tat time ady 11.45pm..then we go dapao burger for supper...

8/7/2011

today me,jojo,n eva is doing revision of maths a whole day...i keep work hard,non stop,cos i did not like equation...tis is my weakness..tat y i need alot of time to understand it,and do well..luckily got jojo n eva teach me,really thanks to them..especially jojo,she teach me tat time like wanna vomit blood ady.haha..cos i not understand even she teach me many times..luckily she is patience..i do til very late..finally i understand the lst chapter..but chapter 2 hard to said,especially the 3 unknown equation...i hate it..

7/7/2011

today go yun ting n fong teng hse steamboat..when i reach there,i feel very paiseh..did not talk much wit them..the feeling is weird...i think i regret to come..but when reach a steamboat time,got alot of food to eat...got my lovely cheese hotdog,nice man..haha..love it...i eat 3 round,damn full...but really enjoy it...at the same time,our group members is celebrating yun ting birthday as well..after tat,we have some games to play,n we really enjoy it,the moment we play is damn funny,laugh non stop,until stomachache...haaha...we all go bek wit full stomach as well..haha...hope next time can have a steamboat night again...
today my mum cook laksa...i help her to prepare and fry the chilli around half an hour...the laksa is yummy...like it...suit my taste..haha..in noon,my mum cook nasi lemak again n cook alot of food,got tong sui,soup,fish..cos my aunty n cousin coming bek frm jb...then we have a dinner..after dinner,do hsework..and cleaning the kithen..then i go movie n yim teh wit my cousin at jusco starbucks..after movie,i drive camry,but the problem is i not familiar wit their car,tat y no much feel on it..haha..

在tarot rider cafe 前停了一阵子,看到他们在唱歌,很想下车去听。可是表弟说很多人看住我们,他paiseh,所以就没下车了。。难得的机会可以看他们唱歌,可是还是听不到。。超级失望,等了两个月,才有这个机会听他们唱歌,可是最后还是没得听。。伤心。。

愿上天能够让我再次能听到他们唱歌吧。。。

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

上课上了四个星期,心里总是觉得过得一点也不实际,没有意义的。。明明就是很忙的,有assignment,tutorial的,可是还是那么的空闲。。心里真的没有那种想要去做的心情,觉得自己越来越懒了。。再将下去都不是办法,有谁可以让我活得有意义呢,不浪费时间呢??这个sem,我不知道要怎样过。。为什么从2nd sem 开始到这个sem,我过得一点也不开心,不实际,没意义的。。功课方面更不用说了。。人际关系也差了。。这是怎么搞的,事事不顺。。整个人就好像一片烂泥。。没用的。。头脑总是空空的,blur blur de....

算了算了,我真的没有勇气,没有恒心再做任何事。
不管多努力,结果还是一样。。没希望了。。

Thursday, June 16, 2011

觉得无聊的一天

今天四点才有课,睡到九点多就醒了。。起来上下网就做tutorial..然后就去bsn买muet de pin number...过后就去吃鸡饭,鸡饭看起来不多,有点不够饱,呵呵。。就上bic tutorial..觉得有一点点的压力,有点跟不上。。。晚上上lecturec class 更闷。。haiz...sian dao无法理喻。。讨厌这种无聊的感觉。。觉得自己又emo了。。很想很想做莫件事,就是喝喝酒,早点睡觉,什么都不用想。。如果是将,那就好了。。可是就是没有。。觉得自己写的东西开始有点语无伦次。。算了,不写了!!!

Monday, June 13, 2011

今天八点上课,真的很不愿意起床。。可是没办法。。上数学课,坐最前面,觉得很压力的。。那种感觉就是那么的不一样。。我连简单的 equation 都不会做。是不是很没用呢?听起来都会觉得好笑。。什么科都没那么压力,就是数学这科。这个 sem 都不懂要怎样过。。四个字,日子难过啊!!

上完课,就回去做 tutorial了,才刚开始做第一题就已经 stuck 着那边了。。才那么简单的 equation 都不会做,是不是很失败呢??接下来的几题幸好有 jojo 教我,我才会做比第一题快很多,要不然就惨了。。谢谢她耐心的教导。。希望这个 sem 不会 fail 吧。。

又是上 tutorial class 的时候了,老师竟然叫人出来做,全部人傻掉。。呵呵。我做第九题,在白板写到我手都酸。。。haiz..真的很压力的。。 然后就回家了。。超累的,就去玩 games 咯。。relax 下,然后洗很多套的衣服,洗到腰酸背痛。。呵呵。。够力。。

然后就去魔力打包奶茶,then go mmu corner buy dinner...住了ixora 一个礼拜,今天是最丰富的一餐。。云吞面,奶茶,薄饼。。呵呵。。吃到很饱,我看今晚喝了奶茶不用睡了,可以去偷鸡了。。哇哈哈啊哈哈哈哈。。。

想到 muet 的成绩,就伤心...败在 listening,sigh a...only get 9/45..有史以来最高的纪录咯,鸡蛋糕。。若listening 拿高分点,就可以 pass 了。。haiz...又要考过。下次不懂会不会那么的幸运拿到容易的题目呢。。怎么办?怎么办?有什么怎么办?只好再努力咯。。希望下次可以及格。。

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

今天算有空,上完课就去jusco 看戏。。看了一部泰国恐怖片,虽然有点恐怖,可是一点都不好看,都不懂它的故事是表达什么。。戏院里是超冷的咯。。冷到。。过后出来,我们去选twins 的礼物。。然后就去吃午餐。。那个套餐蛮好吃,又便宜的。。呵呵。。

过后又回到学校上课。。阿乐叫了丽君下,她竟然好像吓倒将,哈哈。。虽然有点尴尬,但最后还是把礼物送給她。。希望我们还会是像以前那样的九人一条心。。像以前那样,一起上课,一起吃饭,一起去玩。。把以前一切一切的误会和不开心的事全都忘了,那多好啊。。

希望我们的友谊,美好的回忆又再次的出现。。好吗?

大家一起努力吧。。加油。。

^.^ ^.^ ^.^ ^.^ ^.^ ^.^ ^.^ ^.^ ^.^

九个人一条心的笑容又会再次的从现。。

Sunday, June 5, 2011

失望的一个晚上

原本打算今晚回马六甲的,就是因为王伟权和胡雪瑜有在芙蓉的一间cafe 唱歌,就改去明天早上回去,打算去捧场。。可是时间就是那么的不允许。。因为没有kaki,没勇气一个人去,就只好在家咯。。。很失望的。。
都不知道他们几时又会回来唱歌。。希望下次有机会听他们唱歌吧。。。

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

这几天真的没心情,一直发脾气的。。就快疯掉了。。没心情做任何事,讨厌这种感觉。。想念你唱的听海,这首歌你唱得很好听。。上次在船上跌倒,到现在都还在痛的。。肿了起来。。不过只要大哭一场就会好的。。。房间跟家里都很乱,都不知道要从哪里收拾先,好烦哦。。不开心时,不能在别人面前哭,一定要忍。。

Monday, May 23, 2011

16/5/2011

今天终于要离岛了。。我买了件衣服。。哈哈。。就坐ferry回去jeti..then 搭taxi 去hotel了。。到了hotel,全部人就去睡觉了。。真的是超累的。。起来后。就去外面找东西吃。。吃马来人的杂饭。。我可以看到丁加奴的生活只是普普通通。。十辆车有九辆车是国产车。。这里没什么发展。。过后就回去酒店游泳了。。游下游下,觉得头晕就不游了,就在那浸水咯。。呵呵。。晚上就去lobby吃晚餐咯。吃steamboat..真的超饱的。。吃饱又回去睡觉了。明天就会芙蓉了。。还要早早起身的。。

Redang Day 2 (15/5/2011)

wake up early and go for breakfast..then we gather in front of the snokerling centre,we wil go to Marine Park snokerling later.haha..then we naik boat,luckily not a fish boat..cos fish boat is slow..haha..around 20 min we reach there...then we go snokerling lo..my snokerling tools 一直进水的,很危险咯。。要去深一点都不行。。haiz..气死人了。最后我和姐夫照样去。。去到一半,鸡蛋糕,我的脚不到地,又呼吸不到。。姐夫又chook到。。kns..最后还是回去浅的地方。。so sayang...cant see the coral and different types of fish..ishh...Marine Park 是超级多美丽的鱼和珊瑚的咯。。唉,不能尽情的看。。闲掉咯。。then 我就一直在浅海里找美丽的贝壳咯。。找啊找啊,给我找到六个。。呵呵。。then wo go bek to redang beach to have lunch.在路途中,你可以相像得到,那海是多么的深啊,掉进去,真的一定会拜拜的,不是开玩笑的。。海啸也是。。所以在海上,一定要很小心。。lunch got chicken rice n french fries..tat french fries really nice,i take alot..haha..yummy...hehe.过后就去树的睡摇篮休息。。then go snokerling again..but tis time really naik fish boat..kns..so lucky.这次真的去深海看鱼。。walao...到了那边,我竟然不敢下海,怕会沉下去。。不会浮会上来。。我一直说我怕我怕,那马来人说不要怕,下来。。可是我还是不敢跳。。后面的人在等着。。哈哈。。最后还是不管了。。下了。。。姐夫就带我去看鱼,一个香港妹把面包放在水瓶里,引鱼过来。。真是聪明。。哈哈。。可是她好像一直被鱼咬咯。。我们一直跟着她,我尝试的去摸那些鱼,可是就是摸不到。。最后我摸到,可是我的手被鱼刺到流血咯。。哈哈。。然后姐夫说累,就上船了。。过了一下子,他问,还要下海吗?我说要。。他们就笑我,因为刚才我不敢下海,现在竟然不怕了。哈哈。。这海真的很深的。。然后又上船了。。当我要坐下来时,竟然跌到。。walao。我的脚是痛到无法理喻咯。。快快的按着。。哇,真的是超级痛的咯。。过后他们就回去房间睡觉,我自己一个人就去浅海游水咯。遇到那四个女生,就跟她们一起玩咯。。哈哈。。到了六点多,就回去房间冲凉准备去吃 BBQ 晚餐了。。yummy yummy..wohoo...过后又去laguna beach 听歌了。可是今天去听歌的心情只是麻麻罢了。。可能是累的关系吧。。我点的歌,只有两首中而已。。因我自己都不懂要点什么歌。。就随便点的。。姐她们就早回去,我还在那呆到12am..因为今天是他们唱歌的最后一天,明天就要离岛了。。当他们休息时,我向那女的拿了张名片,超paiseh 的咯。。问她是哪里人,她说是kl人,hometown 在sban de taman layang layang 附近。。那男的就是s2人。。过后呆了一下,就回去了。。

Redang Day 1 (14/5/2011)

12.45pm de plane to kuala terengganu..then me,sis n bro in law waiting at LCCT airport there...around 1.50pm ady reach at terengganu airport..then we go jeti there by bas persiaran with another 4 girls which is chinese..the driver said that Pantai Batu Burok there is very dirty means got hantu la..cannot mandi kat sana cos he mention tat there every month at least got 1 case of lemas or others else la..walao..very恐怖咯。。around 20 min,we reach at jeti..then we wait for the ferry..go readang by ferry is around 1hour n 30 min ...then we change boat to redang..the sea is sibeh clean lo...so blue and green de..haha...20min we reach at Redang Beach Resort...then we go take our room key and put all the things.tat time ady 5pm..they said very tired lazy go out ady and wan sleep then only dinner then only go out jln jln after dinner...walao..geng lo..we have missed 1 lunch n 1 snokerling trip lo..so sayang...next time have to plan early and book de flight ticket early then only can play til very shuang..haha..then we sleep together for 2 hour then bath and go for dinner...dinner we eat mixed rice..after tat,we go laguna beach yam cha n enjoy de song tat performed by Show Biz Band for 4 hours..我一直点歌。Haha..90 percent of my song kena lo..haha..happy..but when i 点taylor swift songs which is Back To December and Speak Now..they ask is who 点de..then i raise my hand,she said tat they dunno to sing this song..can ganti with lOVE STORY o not..then i said ok lo..haha..2nite is very enjoy de song tat they performed..at 12am,we go back to the room...

Thursday, May 5, 2011

最近的心情可说是起起伏伏,心情很不好的。。动不动就发脾气。点点东西都看不顺眼。。好像发疯将。。最气人的是我的房间,真的是乱到无法理喻啊!!很想去马六甲把我的书桌搬回来。。因为我只想用一天的时间收拾我的房间,我不想收拾那么多次。。我不喜欢我的房间乱乱的。。我要整整齐齐的。。我要趁这一个月的假期做我想做,喜欢做的事。。只要是我想做,喜欢做的事,我一定会做。。不用别人操心。。我只想在一间舒适,整齐的环境下做我的东西。。。可以吗????????????????

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

今天在家大发雷霆!!!喊破喉咙。。。房门差点被踢坏了。。我凶起来可吓死人咯。。发起癫来,你都不认得我。。。最好不要在我心情不好时,惹我。。。

Sunday, May 1, 2011

30/4/2011

today is BFB midterm..when i reach campus de cits lab 1,i keep study study..then my friend said:ALICE,y u so stress,dun so stress la...haha.but i stil continue study...haha..when i read de question paper,the tips really come out..but the teacher said tat question cancel.walao..i really zadao lo...angry a..kns...my A gone...wth...sad sad sad...my chance to get A gone..haiz...

when i drive bek to sban,i feel tat my drivig skills got problem..dunno why wil like tis..dangerous man..on the road,my driving like going to cause an accident..eyes blur..my spirit is not there..wat the problem actually a?anyone can tell me??????????

i went for dinner for birthday wit my mum at Lucky Palace..walaao...i drink 4 glasses of wine...nice to drink o...first time to drink too much cos the taste suit me...keep drink keep drink and sing there...haha..when i reach home,i really drunk n feel so suffer,headache headache headache...sibeh pain a..wan force myself to sleep also cannot..when my mum give me some nutrite to eat,i run toward the toilet and vomit out all the things tat i eat just now..walao...first time drunk n vomit..finally experience for this kind of feeling...after vomit,feel better...next time i wont drink so much until vomit ady...

29/4/2011

today i keep study for the BFB subject..hope can get A for it..study study study..finally finish study..when in the night time,jin ting msg me n tell me the tips,then i go focus it more n more..hope can answer the question for 2moro...haha..

Thursday, April 28, 2011

today is our group presentation..we go campus early n practice..walao e...sibeh funny lo..especially when i pretending a chicken..haha..the third part about de pasar..more funny..haha..we are de lst group to present..when turn to part 2..when i am acting a chicken,i cant tahan,n laugh out le..make me sweat alot..my face almost get wet..haha..sendiri also cant tahan to laugh..part 3 also same..siew wei also beh tahan n laugh le...when come to the Q&A,I can said tat i not satisfied wat i have answer lo..but i hope lecturer wil understand wat i talking...finally finish our presentation...after presentation,we go out n take photo with each others..haha..then enter class again..then v go for MCD for lunch..5 set of mch chicken n 3 set of filet o fish..total 8 set..haha.v enjoy our lunch..when i reach home,bath,i watch 1 episod of drama,then go sleep le..really tired..

Midterm coming soon,i stil havent start to do my revison for BFB..i dunno wat i should study actually...haiz..hope i can answer for the structure n essay ba..god bless.

Monday, April 25, 2011

今天凌晨睡得不是很好。。因为觉得自己很辛苦,想吐,头痛。。胃不舒服。。最近精神状况不是很好。。很辛苦的。。7.30am就起身了。。准备回马六甲上课。。吃早餐时,跟妈妈谈天。。感觉蛮好的。。哈哈。过后就开车回马六甲了,到了toll.就等文泉。。带他们到ixora买apartment for investment...陪了他们一下,我就回家放东西,换衣去学校上课了。。今天我们在练习presentation de drama..walao..超搞笑的咯。。都不懂自己会不会演戏的,一直笑不停。。haha。。过后就回家了。。其实8.30pm,我想睡了。。可是,一直拖,最后还是很迟睡觉。。屋主叫我几次,我都没听到。。哇,那时我真的不知道自己在做什么,想什么。。so concentrate o...最近胃口不好,吃什么都没有感觉的。。真的不好受。。很辛苦的。。

Sunday, April 24, 2011

今天妈妈炒粿条面..哇,超好吃的。。yummy...wuhoo..吃饱了,就去收拾。。洗碗,洗地。。呵呵。。爽。。很久没做家务了。。过后就去jusco 走走,吃pizza..walao..超饱的。。然后就回家。。不久,又和二姐,哥哥去买东西了。买了一双拖鞋。。呵呵。。然后回家,他们吃饭,我没吃,因为真的很饱,吃不下。。我又去洗碗,打扫。扫地,抹地的。。超累的。。腰酸背痛。。ok la..就写到这里,要brush teeth和洗脸睡觉了。。晚安。。

23/4/2011

起来眼睛蒙蒙的。。哈哈,睡不醒。吃了酿豆腐,就去法国村了。。到了法国村,我觉得一点特别都没有咯,只是拍照而已。。去到那边,整个人闲掉。。下次不会再去了。。下午就去bukit tinggi 吃午餐。。吃到很饱。。过后就回家了,到了sungai besi toll,又下着大雨,雷公又响,小妹妹竟然说要上厕所,哎哟,真的是zadao..害我淋到整身湿湿。。要抱人,又要拿着雨伞。。haiz.回到家,就驾摩多long kai..尽然被狗吓倒两次,真够幸运的咯。。二姐带小弟弟回来了。。哈哈。。很开心。。过后我们就去pasar malam 买东西吃了。。呵呵。。ok la..其他故事就不写了。。再见。。

Friday, April 22, 2011

今天早上姐姐打来,把我吵醒了。。起来后,头重重的,头痛痛的。。过了两个小时,他们来载我。。去ixora付钱后。进去车里,他们竟然想要投资一间ixora。。哈哈。他们进去office问。。最后真的下定金了。。呵呵。。at the same time,也是有一个从penang来的印度人,在新加坡做工,住新加坡公寓的。。walao..满有钱的。。竟然敢敢投资两间哦。哈哈。。block c sold out..剩block d 几间unit.block d 会来的更 high class..希望第二年,会有机会在里面住,呵呵。。一间unit有四间房,五间厕所。。意思是说每一间房都一间厕所。。很好咧。。过后谈妥了,就回家咯。。

Thursday, April 21, 2011

明明很累了,为什么还不去睡呢??这到底是什么回事??现在的心情真的很糟。。我可以用两种方法麻醉自己吗??我不想在mmu读书了。。很压力,觉得自己很难跟别人相处。。开始觉得自己接下来的日子会很不开心。。真的很烦,很烦。。为什么人生就是有那么多的烦恼呢?也许是我想太多??也许吧。。不开心,就只能躲在这里诉苦。。好想大哭一场哦。。很想一个人孤独的躲在一个地方放声大哭。。。我真的没用。。无能力带给别人一些贡献。。一边写,一直哭。。又有什么意思呢??我觉得很无助,无法呼吸,整个人真的陷入崩溃状态了。。
今天去学校听讲座会。。。那ladies 说的,我没兴趣。。到了那男子说的,我很有兴趣听,可是时间就是不允许。。上课时间到了。。今天是chia cheng them present..他们present到不错。。真的很好。。又搞笑的。哈哈。。创意十足。。全班人都很专心在看他们present,第一和第三组真的很闷的。。。今天是我以前好朋友的生日,很想亲自向她说声‘生日快乐’。很想帮她庆祝。。可是。。我们从form 2 到现在一句话也没说过。。很可惜。。就因为某某人,弄到我和她之间产生了误会。。从此,两个好朋友的泡沫就好像被针刺了将,爆掉了。。那时我真的很伤心,很难过的。。她真的是一个很好,很值得交的朋友。。我还记得那时候我需要很长的时间才能收拾心情,不再想了。。有一天,也就是前两个礼拜的星期六,我竟然梦见我和她好回,做回朋友了。。可是这只是一个梦,根本就不是真的。。我是多么的希望我们能够在做回朋友。。。真的很想。。虽然不能亲自向她说声‘生日快乐’但我还是会把这四个字写在fb上。。永远都不会忘记这个特别的日子。。

可婷,祝你生日快乐,永远都那么的开心。。

20/4/2011

today raining heavily in the morning at around 10.30am..during tat time,i go campus from clc car park wit kaiqian..both of us get wet..walao...then v go src to do our assignment..until noon 2.30pm ++..then go do a cimb clicks and make a payment for our semester...then we go for lunch...i have no mood to talk and do everythings cos i am tired and hungry...my brain totally blanks..after lunch,i go bek src again.n write out tis 2 week de story sekali gus as i can..haha..around 7.30pm only we go home..then we out for movie(SCREAM)in DP wit fong teng,yun ting,yong sheng n ah choo..walao..戏才刚开始,yun ting 就被吓倒了,哈哈。。i keep laughing there eventhough de movie is horror..but i very enjoy there cos yun ting keep 吓倒 and shout out..haha..i like it...i like to watch tis kind of movie wit this kind of ppl..ahhaa

19/4/2011

在努力读malaysian economy de note...for coming quiz at noon later..在clc里,mis cristal 真的超搞笑的。。哈哈。。带动整班的气氛。。有些学生尝试打开问题纸,却被她发现了,她还说:eh,uncle..do not open ur question..do not open means not allow..not allow means knot..walao...funny dao...虽然很怕quiz的成绩,可是满enjoy下。。哈哈。。第一次,有这种感觉。。她的一举一动真的很搞笑。。哈哈。。quiz..我不能拿到八分,真的很不开心的。。因为我只注重背lecture note de content,not focus more in reading material eventhough i have read many time and try my very best to understand de passage for this quiz..i know i did not done well for my last quiz..tat y i put more effort on this quiz..

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

18/4/2011

昨天睡得不好,今天又早起身。。哎哟。。真是头痛。。今天带小妹妹去读书。哈哈。。4pm++,跟阿姨,姨丈去工厂拿信给人家。。去了一个几年没人进过的building,有点恐怖的。。这工厂是我们家族的。。自从大舅去世后,工厂就租给人家了。。可是我们只是租一小部分给他们。。剩下的,我阿姨他们买了 for future use..

17/4/2011

早早起来做assignment..做到下午4pm,妈妈打来说阿姨有回芙蓉,然后我就打电话叫阿姨来载我。我几怕她们会走错路。。哈哈最后还是找到我家来。。呵呵。。幸好。。然后就会芙蓉咯。。回到家,有糖水,有萝卜汤还有nasi lemak...wohoo...全部都是我最爱吃的。。呵呵。。爽到。。

16/4/2011

今天考reading,writting and listening...reading 最后一个passage不够时间做,alamak..只好tikam.haiz..sad lo...actually can do well just because not enough of time..kns la..然后就考writting,task A 不是很会做,task B 题目满容易的。。可是还是写到不够多,又是一个不够时间。。最后要考listening时,尽然下大雨,真的是zadao..我的listening一定是score到最少分。。好担心噢。。考完了,我就和静婷两个去吃mcd..然后今天兴致勃勃叫她们去看戏,看鬼也笑。。当要进戏院时,阿乐尽然被人block 住,还被那个人问:你够18岁吗?呵呵。。真的超好笑的。。哈哈哈。我们笑到肚子都痛。。头头这套戏还瞒不错的,满恐怖的,可是到最后,我还是觉得很无聊咯。过后我们就去吃拉面,可是我吃到一点都不好吃,才吃了几口就不吃了。。但她们可以吃到津津有味咯。then go jonker walk..走走。。回家的路上,尽然迷路,真的有够衰的,每次都是将。。气死人了。。。

15/4/2011

今天,马六甲公共假期,人家可以去玩,可是我要乖乖在家读书。。oh no oh no..pity..haha..读了一整天,然后10pm,不想再读了,就去看戏relax 下。。过后就睡了。。呵呵

12/4/2011

今天早早起来去考speaking...当我们要进去学校时,那个guard 尽然说要穿长裤才可以进,可是kaiqian 的家将远,怎样回去换呢?最后的办法是向静婷借咯。。呵呵。。幸好她有听电话,要不然kai qian 就惨了。。考speaking真的很紧张的,我是第三组。。虽然题目容易,可是还是讲不多。。如果要比起之前我考的那两次,这次真的是最容易的一次。。然后去吃鸡饭。。午餐,晚餐都没吃一直到明天早上。。因为很迟才回到家,冲了凉,就去睡一下然后才吃晚餐。。可是我还是很累很饿,最后还是继续睡。。呵呵,,睡到凌晨三点就起来上网,然后又继续睡。。walao...一句话,geng lo...

13/4/2011

今天是我们的event food fair 'EAT ME'.我穿了I-Care的衣服,可是个个看我穿到怪怪的,问我为什么穿这件衣,唉,算了啦,就走路回家换衣咯。。那些卖食物者,有些突然间不能来,真的是zadao lo...超级担心我们组的分数,怕搞不成。。幸好还有几档。。我负责卖水,可是成绩不是很理想。chicken chop n pancake,ice blended 的生意满不错的。呵呵。头头开始满热闹的,过后到了下午就开始冷淡了。。到了4pm,就下起大雨来,alamak..kuan and hong them come our event after their presentation..they stuck there cos raining..then i talk to them..然后我就去chicken chop 的档,秀微和欣乐都在那,可是我觉得她们所说的话好像是在讲我和 twins 的事,她们看到我跟她们讲话。。就一直在那讲。。说我的心被她们抢去。我听了,心里真的很不好受,超级难过的。我不知道她们是在开玩笑还是认真的。。ok lo..若她们真的要讲说,我真的无话可说。。为什么身为朋友的她们,要说将的话呢???为什么??为什么?过后,我就带着伤心的心情走开了。。

9/4/2011

今天早早被小妹妹吵醒了,她轻轻的靠在我脸边,超可爱的,感觉很温馨的。哈哈。。然后就起身咯。。冲了凉就去吃早餐。。原本我要点莺鸯,却被哥哥点了,真的是啊。。讨厌。害我点mee siam...不好吃的。。算咯。。然后就开车回sban..

8/4/2011

今天晚上跟姐夫,姐,哥还有bb去sakura吃 Buffet..可是我觉得这边的buffet选泽不多compare wit jurong sakura..我去叫了烤羊肉,我吃到一半,尽然啃到..walao..吞下去又不是,挖出来又不是,一直在那辛苦着。。最后幸好拿到出来,要不然就惨了。。过后我就跟大姐他们回阿姨jb 家。。

Thursday, April 7, 2011

sorry cos yesterday i felt very tired and did not write the blog..so now i write bek yesterday's story.haha..we went jb and having breakfast at auntie hse..we ate yong tau foo..but i just ate 2..2 scope of rice only..after tat,my sis n me went out,and my niece keep holding my hand and said:ah yi,acc me go gai gai,shopping...she keep crying cos i wanna went out..but at the end,she stay at home..i acc my sis go do rebonding,and i wait for her around 4 hours+..during tat time,i go eat kfc with X meal deluxe..tat zinger burger very nice,but the drumstick very small lo..2 bite can finish it already..haha...then we went bek to spore again,and bring my 2nd sis'son go home..then i rush bek to my bro in law hse to change sport shoes for badminton later,cos we are late..i did not play well,haiz..so sad de..no improvement also...i need alot of practice..gambateh gambateh..i can do it...we go supper after badminton..then go home bath and i felt exhausted...on9 awhile then go to sleep le...

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

sorry a..tis laptop did not have chinese so i write in english.2day wake up at 10.30am..i realise tat i have 3 dream in my mind just nw,but i 4got wat dream jor..like so weird de dream..then after brushing teeth n washing face,i tidy up my beg to my 2nd sis hse..then when i reach her hse,she stil watching her korean movie..walao a.said wan go shopping,let me wait 4 around 3 hours there..then 2.30pm only go shopping..b4 shopping,we having lunch in MCD.after shopping.i bought 2 jeans..haha,1 short,1 long..total SGD 62X2.4=rm150..but i just paid SGD50 to my sis..the less she paid..haha..untung saya..then she go other shop name's BEGA..she try de clothes 4 around 1 hour there,walao...geng lo...lst time i can acc her til so long..hhaa..finally she bought 4 clothes..but when she walk out from de shop,only she realise tat she regret cos the clothes if converge to RM..average for each clothes is rm100 leh.haha..tat y she regret..after 2 hours,my bro in law call me out eat durian at jurong,then i said ok then go lo...but when v saw de price for each durian,its cost SGD10 leh,so expensive,at the end,we did not eat durian..we go eat super nasi lemak in boon lay..got alot of ppl q up there..tat super nasi lemak really nice to eat man....after tat we go home lo..then go my eldest sis hse..i log in fb,TL tell me tat she read my blog n ask me whether tat ppl is someone o not,and said tat i treat someone very good,but 4 her no..i really speechless since she said tat..hurt me..cos i did not like ppl said me like tat eventought she is joking with me..realy...i more disappointed cos she is my friend also cant understand me,my feeling..so wat should i said???anyone can tell me??is it wan me become more quiet and did not talk???

Monday, April 4, 2011

老爸6.30am 打来,把我吵醒了,过了很久才睡得着,幸亏睡得着。。哈哈。然后起来煎roti canai 吃,就跟二姐去shopping...buy a jeans at giordano...so cheap de..haha..but not i paid,is my sis paid 4 me..haha..untung saya..haha

3/4/2011

今天阿姨煮satey celup,wa...好吃,爽。。哈哈。在马六甲,一串要rm0.60.在家吃不用咯,省很多。。哈哈,下次跟阿姨买料,自己煮。哈哈,这几天连续吃好料,想瘦都难啦,哈哈。。这几天的天气超极热的咯..pik chik de lo...

2/4/2011

今天早起身,就去表姐家,因为今天是她出嫁的日子。。然后到了下午就去喝喜酒,在JB的五福城北京楼。walao..那些菜真的是超好吃的。。当然啦每一桌平均RM 1000 leh..开玩笑。。

Friday, April 1, 2011

今天去店子买包,但都不好吃了。。超难吃的咯。。驾车去jb的时候,在highway真的很危险,吓倒我。怕怕的,还被妈妈骂。。wuwuwu...伤心,整个人傻掉。。剩下的100km就让妈妈驾了,我真的很怕。。不懂做么的。。到阿姨家后,就去煮maggie面+海鲜料,超好吃的。。啊哈哈哈。。过了不久,阿姨打来说外婆要进院了。。好像是血管诸塞。。然后我们就赶过去。。然后晚上到阿姨家吃自由餐,我喝了两罐heineken..超爽,比clasberg更好喝。。哈哈,不久就醉了。。buffet de food super nice compare de food tat i ate in rm600,000+ de hse buffet..haha..可是我现在是真的醉了,有点头痛的。。久久一次不用紧吧。。哈哈。。confirm 会一觉睡到天亮。。回到家,我,还有两个表妹就各自上网,变成了internet world...haha...

Thursday, March 31, 2011

回到自己的家后,希望能看到的是妈妈的脸,哪里知道妈妈不在家。有点失望的。只有老爸在家。。我连粥都不吃,就驾motor去吹吹风了。。走啊走啊,看到一辆罗里载着高高的东西,哪里知道太高了,钩到路旁的电线柱,罗里一走,整排的电线柱都拉倒了,刚好我又在路上,差一点被压倒。。幸好闪得快。。要不然就拜拜了。。八年前的我,也曾发生过车祸,蛮吓人的。。不说了,过去的,就让它过去吧。。晚上觉得无聊,就打给kuan聊天,可是只有我说的话比她多。。我们两个真的没话题说吗?但我真的很希望我们能像以前那样好。。。
今天早上去学校开会,弄固本。。on the way go to clc 3003时,在楼梯遇到你。。你对我笑了一下,可是你自己就已经被我吓倒了。哈哈。。虽然你外表看起来,很坚强,可是我知道你心里还是会不开心的,对吗?也许是他吧。。身为朋友,我也希望你能在每一天过得很开心。。说到在课室里差一点撞墙,真的是超好笑的咯。。我都不懂为什么会突然喝醉酒将。。还我被人笑。。cheh cheh..

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

为什么我就是没心要做assignment呢??时间已经不够了。muet考试还有大概十三天。。可是我一点准备都没有。。怎么办?想做,可是就是有心无力。。觉得自己越来越懒了。。明知道自己成绩不好,都不肯坚持的去改善自己的落点。。再这样下去,我会一世无成啊。。我不想,我不想将子。。我需要比其他人更加的努力,因为我不是一学就会那种。。我需要更多的时间去学新的东西。。有谁能够给我坚持的心,或鼓励我,或在功课上帮助我呢?我需要的朋友是不计较,不歧视,真心真意的对待与帮助。。我不想过着每天都是吃喝玩乐的日子,这都不是我所要的。。我要的是,比其他人多的是一种特别的知识,就是说,人家不懂的,可是我懂的那种。。我要做自己喜欢做的事情。。以前和现在的我,简直是天渊之别。。一个天,一个地。。我想回到从前的我,可以吗?
今天早上三点才睡,walao a..热到睡不着,很够力咯。8am就起身了。去学校的student car park 派传单,哎哟,真paiseh...第一次做这种事。。哈哈哈哈。。跟秀薇两个很快就派完了。。这几天真的超级热的。。然后就去clc 吹冷气,哈哈。。爽到。。然后就去jojo 家提早帮她庆祝生日。幸好能给她个惊喜。哈哈。过后,就去吃 MCD lo...我去clc 拿车的时候,walao..烫到我咧。超级烫的。。可见天气真的热到暴。。回到家,冲个凉,就去小睡一下。。真好睡的。哈哈。起来,就去打包。可是那炒粿条不好吃了。买了RM2keropok,竟然吃不完,aiyo wei a...

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

今天是年三十晚,总觉得今天是特别的累,不懂为什么。下午就随便吃团圆饭咯。然后收拾一下,睡一下,又收拾。。然后就去shopping走走咯。一个小时后又回家,然后去舅舅家吃饭,去long kai.真的是超级闷的。。虽然下个礼拜要考试了,可是就是没心要读书。。当看到自己的成绩达不到自己的目标,都会觉得很不开心的。可是不管我多努力,比别人勤劳,我的成绩还是这样,只有下,没有上的,要不然就是平平的。。要怎么办呢?若在考试中不及格,那下一个学期就麻烦了。也许这就是我的命吧。。有办法解决吗?有谁可以帮我呢?我真的很不开心!!!每次的不开心都是因为学业,家庭,朋友。。可是又不能随便告诉人家,心里真的很难受!!每次写blog的时候,都会留下不少眼泪。。我的人生真的就是将吗?

Saturday, January 22, 2011

新年是应该去看喜剧的,而不是恐怖片,也许吧。今天去看了‘天天好天’。这套戏蛮好看的嘛。很有意思。感动到我哭了。这套戏的内容就好像是我的心声那样。可是我对爸爸的那种想法还是一样的,永远都不会变。就是那种不想和他说话的那种。我也不知道为什么会这样,也许是我想太多,也许是我在他心目中,根本是一个没出息,自以为是的人吧。可是身为一个爸爸,他不应该将子。他这种想法真的让我好难过,好难过,好难过。可是我只能把它藏在心里,都没对其他人说过。这种感觉真的很痛苦!!!