伤心的一天

妈妈最近很不舒服的，呼吸困难，操劳过度的，真的很担心她会离我而去。。她还问我一些让我觉得奇怪的问题。。她问“你要金链还是戒指，我没回答她。。这话好像在暗示着我某某件事。。希望不是我想太多。。她腰骨痛，我帮她按摩，我还开玩笑的问她‘如果你什么什么了，你要土的还是要火的，她说不要火的，要土的，因为她怕热。。过后我又问她’你要在哪里的？？你要富贵，仙境还是经济的华人？她说经济的就好。。因为那两个有点贵。。虽然我是开玩笑，三八的问，可是我的心不停地在涕血，涕泪，不能哭出来，只好静静的哭。。最后还是被妈妈拆穿了，知道我哭了。。她就问我‘做么，你舍不得啊？？我当然还在撑，假装没事咯。。妈妈不舒服，可是她还问我要煮什么给我吃，我想都不想就说不用煮了，因为我知道妈妈是最疼我的，就算是她生病，她都会坚持做到最好。真的是位好好妈妈。。在我心目中，你永远都是我一生以来最好的妈妈，最疼我的人。。

妈妈，我爱你。。

还是那句话，祝妈妈身体健康，长命百岁。。有妈妈，那我的生活，我的一切一切，都会过的很开心，很充实，有意义的。

妈妈，愿你身体健康，也希望你能陪我度过未来的每一分每一秒。只要有你在我身边就够了，我就开心了。

30/7/2011

今天考midterm,虽然有难也有容易，可是mcq 有四题不会做，就没有了四分，structure careless mistake 就没了两分。。total 6 marks gone..but i tikam for mcq de,bingo for 2 question..总之，我就是不满意我的成绩咯。。。

考完试就驾车回芙蓉了。还以为会在highway 遇到我姐姐，我驾很慢还是没有看到他们，又下雨喔。然后我就加快速度回家去。。过了半小时，我姐姐他们还有我可爱的外甥小弟弟回来咯。。。看到他真开心，就把他抱了起来，真的是超可爱的，一直不断的想亲他呢，呵呵。。

29/7/2011

虽然明天就要考midterm for chapter 3 n 4，可是就是没有mood 要读了，不懂为什么？是容易还是什么啊？自己都不懂，就是没mood 要读的。。可是最后都做练习了，整体上，应该可以吧。对我来说，这两课比较容易，i just dun know de equation very well in chapter 1 n 2...quiz 1 did not get full marks.feel so disappointed..6 marks gone directly just did not rmb de formula...wth...haiz...sad a...

21-22-23 7/2011

今天终于开始读management 了，从chapter 1 study til chapter 5..真的是很累的。。可是又想在今天读课本，可是太累了。只好等明天再读咯。。一天到晚就再读的。。因为我要score 这科，所以就很拼。。

第二天早早起来又再读课本，读了两个chapter,终于顶不顺了，因为读课本真的不够时间，最后还是放弃不读课本，就读slides 了。。读这个slides读了六七遍。。真的很够力。。超压力的。。

考试时间到了，进考场的心情真的是很紧张的，在专心的答问题时，心里真的是超紧张，整个人在抖的。。心里一直在想怎么办，怎么办。。真怕考不好的。。若这科都不能 score,我真的要去跳海咯。。

最后还是希望我能够考到好成绩啦。。原上天保佑吧。。。

11/7/2011

today not going breakfast wit them in cafe..cos i wanna sleep gao gao..i m so sleepy...at the same time,i have to take care of baby also..once he is sleeping,i also continue to sleep.hahha...nice to sleep man,the whether is cold cold de...like it..after they came bek frm casino n breakfast,rest awhile,then go lunch at bukit tinggi there...during tat time,i look outside n i can see tat theme park for today is suitable,cos there are no rain tat time..feel wan to go theme park la..but cant make it..haiz..after lunch,we go bek sban,but we go bek by a wrong way,so we have to go a very big round to get a right way to go bek..kl road is always complicated...

9/7/2011

today we all wake up early and prepared for breakfast..after breakfast,we depart to go genting by 2 cars..they are alot of ppl in genting,check in have to wait around 45minutes..its really take times..we bring alot of things there,got few bottle of water,pau,fries mee..and some snacks..haha..we rest around 1 hours..then we go out walk walk le..lst,they plan to go casino..so me,bro n my parents go casino lst..but i stil 20 years old..the rules is not allowed to enter de..but my bro keep asking me to follow them go inside..luckily the police did not check..haha..finally,can go inside the casino...

i can see the way of ppl gambling,most of the bet is at least rm100...walao..so expensive,tis kind of gambling only got a big chance to rich ppl to bet..tis is not easy gambling in life..once u have bet,u have to pay..n also u wil get addicted if u keep gambling even u lose or win..

my bro put rm10 into slot machine..he won around rm250 within 5 minutes just without teknik of gambling..then my mind is telling me tat so fast n so easy to win the money is just with using hand to slot the machine...then i ask my bro to help me slot..but din get any money also..haha..its means i lost money..haha

then we go bek room again n take a rest..then go for dinner le..the food in genting is damn expensive,once u go genting,u have to eat fast food.cos it is more valueble..haha..at the end,we feel hungry again,n we go and order a large pizza for supper...after eat,chat awhile then sleep...

9/7/2011 maths quiz

today wake up early to revise again,hope can do well in quiz later...everythings is ok,is just the 3 unknown equation..haiz..i keep praying tat tis kind of question did not come out in quiz..when in the exam hall,i feel nervous..when i look into the question,i feel very happy tat i can answer question 2 n 3..but i din look properly in question 1,tot i sure can do it,but at the end i keep thinking it is using the TR TC formula.i keep do,but stil cant get the answer..spend almost 45min on it..keep thinking...but stil cant get..if somebody can tell me have to use tis 'M',i sure can do it..but haiz..really sad,cant get full marks for tis quiz..lost 6 marks for no purpose..damn hate myself tat time...i just need to know the 'M',then i can answer it ady..argh...sad sad sad..after exam,i go home try again n i get the answer,wtf...it late....no more chance to get it right..tis is the lst time i can do the question of maths...but really disappointed...

tonight my sis come n fetch me bek to sban frm muar...but she suddenly said din bek,then i change bek my cloths,then awhile later,she said got bek,then i change bek cloth again,keep saying around 4 times,tis 4 times i keep changing cloths.kns lo..finally they come n fetch me,tat time ady 11.45pm..then we go dapao burger for supper...

8/7/2011

today me,jojo,n eva is doing revision of maths a whole day...i keep work hard,non stop,cos i did not like equation...tis is my weakness..tat y i need alot of time to understand it,and do well..luckily got jojo n eva teach me,really thanks to them..especially jojo,she teach me tat time like wanna vomit blood ady.haha..cos i not understand even she teach me many times..luckily she is patience..i do til very late..finally i understand the lst chapter..but chapter 2 hard to said,especially the 3 unknown equation...i hate it..

7/7/2011

today go yun ting n fong teng hse steamboat..when i reach there,i feel very paiseh..did not talk much wit them..the feeling is weird...i think i regret to come..but when reach a steamboat time,got alot of food to eat...got my lovely cheese hotdog,nice man..haha..love it...i eat 3 round,damn full...but really enjoy it...at the same time,our group members is celebrating yun ting birthday as well..after tat,we have some games to play,n we really enjoy it,the moment we play is damn funny,laugh non stop,until stomachache...haaha...we all go bek wit full stomach as well..haha...hope next time can have a steamboat night again...

today my mum cook laksa...i help her to prepare and fry the chilli around half an hour...the laksa is yummy...like it...suit my taste..haha..in noon,my mum cook nasi lemak again n cook alot of food,got tong sui,soup,fish..cos my aunty n cousin coming bek frm jb...then we have a dinner..after dinner,do hsework..and cleaning the kithen..then i go movie n yim teh wit my cousin at jusco starbucks..after movie,i drive camry,but the problem is i not familiar wit their car,tat y no much feel on it..haha..

在tarot rider cafe 前停了一阵子，看到他们在唱歌，很想下车去听。可是表弟说很多人看住我们，他paiseh,所以就没下车了。。难得的机会可以看他们唱歌，可是还是听不到。。超级失望，等了两个月，才有这个机会听他们唱歌，可是最后还是没得听。。伤心。。

愿上天能够让我再次能听到他们唱歌吧。。。