12.12.2009(SATURDAY)
Today wake up at 8.30am.cos will go to kl with Evelyn.She stay overnight at my house yesterday.After breakfast,straight go KTM.We reach kl at around 11.30am.Then we walk walk and take moneral go sungai wang and times square.First,we go sungai wang buy things.Before reach there,got 1 girl and 1 boy stop us.Talk about donation for the things.Then like bluff and ask us how many we able to donate for the things.Haiz.we don’t know what to do,stupid de pay money.RM10 leh.can take lunch lo.alamak…haiz.then fine lo..forget it lo.continue our shopping lo.In sungai wang,got many thing to buy.I buy some key chain as a christmas’s gift for Carmen,Michelle Cheng and Xin Ying.That key chain really very special.meaningful also,valueble to buy lo.Got many things including shirt,jacket and many many more I want to buy.but cant also,cos need money.all the money I have is come by my sister,brother and mum.They make money very hard and need to endure fatigue stress.really not easy to undergo it.so I din buy it.if not,I will feel sorry to them.this is because I never go to work and make money by myself and always know get money from them,some more I just know to beer and skittles.but no choice,my academic de result also not so good.i know that is not a reason.i dun have any confident to find jobs also.i really useless.just only can blame me that I din study hard.when get a bad result,just know to cry..cry like wanna die like that..nobody can help me.i really feel lacking..why my life is like that?????somebody can explain to me?????haiz,really dun know what I thinking of???talk this kind of things,weepy…after that just continue go shopping…then take KTM at 6pm and go home..really exhausted cos shopping for few hours already..somemore no place to sit,got many people..i really cant tahan and sit on the floor..
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