26.11.2009

today bm test,i think ok.but pp...dun know how to say...haiz.sad..esei ringkas also not confident to score..esei panjang worst..already studied,but cant answer well also..dun know how many marks to get.worry.paper 1 already no confident liao.dun say paper 2 la.more charm..i studied pp paper 1 many times already,also cant score well.my target gone..actually the question in paper 1 not hard de,is me not manage to do well only.i wrote many nonsense there...sweat lo..when i reach home,feel headache...sick seriously during this important exam(STPM)..haiz..so suffer..already went see doctor 2 times already,also cant cure...really charm..i watched 2 hours movie in the evening...when i watched the second movie,my tears run down..then i cant control myself to cry non stop because i review my test for pp just now..after movie then go bath.then go listening music and switch on de sound loudly.hope nobody hear my voice when i crying...i tell vivian that i got serious problem,she got reply and ask me why...i say i crying..she straight call me.but i din even want to answer her phone because i really cant control myself to cry non stop.i cry for about 1and a half hour liao..i din answer vivian de call even off my phone also to escape from her...she got call my house phone,but i ask my sister to tell her that i dun wan answer her phone..then my sister straight tell her that i go out already and dun know where i go..i make vivian very worried about me,cos i din answer her phone even off my phone too.after half an hour,i tell her the truth by using msn.i tel her what happened on me just now...k la.have to stop here..my eyes really cant tahan liao.need to sleep now.goodnight...tell you the story next time..bye

20.11.2009(Friday)

today wake up at 8.30am cos still got alot of kefahaman and reference for graph and bahagian E havent finish read.then i read very fast and try to finish it..but like that,dun no whether can remember it or not eh.already 10.30am liao,need to prepare and going school to return book and result...after that,my sister wanna go maxis centre to settle maxis broadband.i saw vivian and her mum there,hehe...then we go kacau kacau the i phone and try to online...haha.really like a kids...alamak...very shame..haha..after that,i go buy weddings biscuit for my mum...and i saw got chicken rice beside the shop there,then i go buy lo.during that time,got somebody come in and order food.that people ask me to belanja him makan nasi o...alamak...is BS.really scare me..but i feel dun like wana chat with him leh..dun no why la..may be got no topics to talk gua...i think so.ok lo.talk 2 sentence then sayo nana lo..at night,mum and i go neighbour the house eat buffet cos her son married tomorrow mah.. keep raining o..not convenient...wah,got many food to eat eh,yummy yummy...i cant control myself to eat.haha.cos the food really look nice and delicious mah.if din eat dengan sepuas-puasnya,really rugi...haha..then i eat for second round eventhough my stomach already full.haha...then go home after eat.haha

21.11.2009(Saturday)

today i plan to sleep until 1oam de,but my mum and brother keep calling me wake up going out for breakfast o.alamak...swt lo...i say dun want in the beggining,but at the end i go also wat...we go rasah jaya to eat 'yong tau foo'.when we reach there,no place to sit,got many people there...need to wait around 5to 10min only got place to eat..haiz..during that time,i feel paiseh lo cos standing there and wait the costumers finish eat...finally,got place sit liao..haha.then order eat..i saw xin yue family also there...but xin yue mum cant recognise me....haha.may be seldom talk with each other gua..i try to sleep in the noon,but cant sleep eh eventhough i already had my medicine...haiz..swt lo..then force myself to study..i really regret cos wait til last minutes only study...no cure..dun no how to answer the exam question given..my target gone...padan muka...who ask you to study in last minutes..now only regret,so late liao lo..cant blame others,is your fault..haiz....sad sad sad la la ..but i still dun want give up r,how?not happy r?beat me la...blekz...if i really give up easily,then really no hope and chance to enter university also..so what to do?study la,stupid...still want to ask???ok lo.then i study till 10.30pm,then go online lo for writing this story in blog lo..but my stomach very hungry leh,nothing to eat...sien...

19.11.2009(Thursday)

today i really cant tahan liao...flu n cough non stop there....then my mum accompany me go see doctor..my mum ask doctor to give me some medicine to eat for forcing me to sleep better.haha.cos i already long time din sleep well liao...need to force myself to study more and more..like that also can wor,alamak...swt...then ok lo.after reach home,mum wan me to eat medicine.then i say dun want la..want to wait til 11pm then only eat,haha..cos wana watch hokkien movie until 12am..then,my mum got nothing to say liao..haha..after finish movie,then eat medicine lo..wah.really effective lo,really can sleep faster and sleep well.then sayo lala lo..

Yeah,finally have a blogspot

hehe...finally i have my own blog....now..i can write things to express my feelings......haha....this is my 1st time to try blogging....i hope i can do better in blogging..haha......gtg..bye....