21.11.2009(Saturday)

today i plan to sleep until 1oam de,but my mum and brother keep calling me wake up going out for breakfast o.alamak...swt lo...i say dun want in the beggining,but at the end i go also wat...we go rasah jaya to eat 'yong tau foo'.when we reach there,no place to sit,got many people there...need to wait around 5to 10min only got place to eat..haiz..during that time,i feel paiseh lo cos standing there and wait the costumers finish eat...finally,got place sit liao..haha.then order eat..i saw xin yue family also there...but xin yue mum cant recognise me....haha.may be seldom talk with each other gua..i try to sleep in the noon,but cant sleep eh eventhough i already had my medicine...haiz..swt lo..then force myself to study..i really regret cos wait til last minutes only study...no cure..dun no how to answer the exam question given..my target gone...padan muka...who ask you to study in last minutes..now only regret,so late liao lo..cant blame others,is your fault..haiz....sad sad sad la la ..but i still dun want give up r,how?not happy r?beat me la...blekz...if i really give up easily,then really no hope and chance to enter university also..so what to do?study la,stupid...still want to ask???ok lo.then i study till 10.30pm,then go online lo for writing this story in blog lo..but my stomach very hungry leh,nothing to eat...sien...