26.11.2009

today bm test,i think ok.but pp...dun know how to say...haiz.sad..esei ringkas also not confident to score..esei panjang worst..already studied,but cant answer well also..dun know how many marks to get.worry.paper 1 already no confident liao.dun say paper 2 la.more charm..i studied pp paper 1 many times already,also cant score well.my target gone..actually the question in paper 1 not hard de,is me not manage to do well only.i wrote many nonsense there...sweat lo..when i reach home,feel headache...sick seriously during this important exam(STPM)..haiz..so suffer..already went see doctor 2 times already,also cant cure...really charm..i watched 2 hours movie in the evening...when i watched the second movie,my tears run down..then i cant control myself to cry non stop because i review my test for pp just now..after movie then go bath.then go listening music and switch on de sound loudly.hope nobody hear my voice when i crying...i tell vivian that i got serious problem,she got reply and ask me why...i say i crying..she straight call me.but i din even want to answer her phone because i really cant control myself to cry non stop.i cry for about 1and a half hour liao..i din answer vivian de call even off my phone also to escape from her...she got call my house phone,but i ask my sister to tell her that i dun wan answer her phone..then my sister straight tell her that i go out already and dun know where i go..i make vivian very worried about me,cos i din answer her phone even off my phone too.after half an hour,i tell her the truth by using msn.i tel her what happened on me just now...k la.have to stop here..my eyes really cant tahan liao.need to sleep now.goodnight...tell you the story next time..bye