COUSIN HSE,TANGLIN MALL,ORCHARD(S'PORE)

Todat wake up at 11am.then go cook mihun for my auntie family.i'm preparing the ingredients for about 1 hour eh.damn slow.cook mihun din follow step by step.make me panic.haiz.finally,mihun is cooked.luckily stil can eat,no need throw into dustbin.haha.at 8pm,we go TANLIN MALL and ORCHARD walk walk and take photo.that decorating for christmas quite good and attracting.i saw few Ferrari park in front the hotel.walau a,so sport.i like that car.i think that car price is around 2million gua..many people keep take photo with the car.i saw got 2men inside the car.so envy leh,rich people drove so expensive the car.i take many photo for the christmas'decorating.haha.

SINGAPORE TRIP

wah,today i sleep til very shuang.haha.nice to sleep.after wake up,sian lo.nothing to do.cant online.no movie to watch also.haiz.wait til about 2pm only go out eat.but the mixed rice not so good lo.after tat,go WESTMALL shopping lo.got a lot christams gift attract me le.feel like wana buy it.but my money is limited.haha.sad lo.the christmas card meaningful also.but expensive lo comapare with Malaysia.the christmas gift really special,cant find in Seremban.me and my cousin go shopping for few hours.but i cant tahan le.cos my foot pain like old folks.haha.then v go find a place to rest lo.walau a.damn tired after sitting on the bench.like have a daydream there.look tired and thinking of somethings.haha.then go dinner with auntie liao.then go home lo.feel sian lo.but my laptop cant online.wana share with my cousin.haiz.swt lo.2moro wnana sleep enough enough.haha.after eat,then sleep again.like a lazy pig.then after that go where le???dun no wor..

KL trip

12.12.2009(SATURDAY)
Today wake up at 8.30am.cos will go to kl with Evelyn.She stay overnight at my house yesterday.After breakfast,straight go KTM.We reach kl at around 11.30am.Then we walk walk and take moneral go sungai wang and times square.First,we go sungai wang buy things.Before reach there,got 1 girl and 1 boy stop us.Talk about donation for the things.Then like bluff and ask us how many we able to donate for the things.Haiz.we don’t know what to do,stupid de pay money.RM10 leh.can take lunch lo.alamak…haiz.then fine lo..forget it lo.continue our shopping lo.In sungai wang,got many thing to buy.I buy some key chain as a christmas’s gift for Carmen,Michelle Cheng and Xin Ying.That key chain really very special.meaningful also,valueble to buy lo.Got many things including shirt,jacket and many many more I want to buy.but cant also,cos need money.all the money I have is come by my sister,brother and mum.They make money very hard and need to endure fatigue stress.really not easy to undergo it.so I din buy it.if not,I will feel sorry to them.this is because I never go to work and make money by myself and always know get money from them,some more I just know to beer and skittles.but no choice,my academic de result also not so good.i know that is not a reason.i dun have any confident to find jobs also.i really useless.just only can blame me that I din study hard.when get a bad result,just know to cry..cry like wanna die like that..nobody can help me.i really feel lacking..why my life is like that?????somebody can explain to me?????haiz,really dun know what I thinking of???talk this kind of things,weepy…after that just continue go shopping…then take KTM at 6pm and go home..really exhausted cos shopping for few hours already..somemore no place to sit,got many people..i really cant tahan and sit on the floor..

Today go foodtiam and upload some photo.haha.but got nobody on9 wor.sian lo..

26.11.2009

today bm test,i think ok.but pp...dun know how to say...haiz.sad..esei ringkas also not confident to score..esei panjang worst..already studied,but cant answer well also..dun know how many marks to get.worry.paper 1 already no confident liao.dun say paper 2 la.more charm..i studied pp paper 1 many times already,also cant score well.my target gone..actually the question in paper 1 not hard de,is me not manage to do well only.i wrote many nonsense there...sweat lo..when i reach home,feel headache...sick seriously during this important exam(STPM)..haiz..so suffer..already went see doctor 2 times already,also cant cure...really charm..i watched 2 hours movie in the evening...when i watched the second movie,my tears run down..then i cant control myself to cry non stop because i review my test for pp just now..after movie then go bath.then go listening music and switch on de sound loudly.hope nobody hear my voice when i crying...i tell vivian that i got serious problem,she got reply and ask me why...i say i crying..she straight call me.but i din even want to answer her phone because i really cant control myself to cry non stop.i cry for about 1and a half hour liao..i din answer vivian de call even off my phone also to escape from her...she got call my house phone,but i ask my sister to tell her that i dun wan answer her phone..then my sister straight tell her that i go out already and dun know where i go..i make vivian very worried about me,cos i din answer her phone even off my phone too.after half an hour,i tell her the truth by using msn.i tel her what happened on me just now...k la.have to stop here..my eyes really cant tahan liao.need to sleep now.goodnight...tell you the story next time..bye

20.11.2009(Friday)

today wake up at 8.30am cos still got alot of kefahaman and reference for graph and bahagian E havent finish read.then i read very fast and try to finish it..but like that,dun no whether can remember it or not eh.already 10.30am liao,need to prepare and going school to return book and result...after that,my sister wanna go maxis centre to settle maxis broadband.i saw vivian and her mum there,hehe...then we go kacau kacau the i phone and try to online...haha.really like a kids...alamak...very shame..haha..after that,i go buy weddings biscuit for my mum...and i saw got chicken rice beside the shop there,then i go buy lo.during that time,got somebody come in and order food.that people ask me to belanja him makan nasi o...alamak...is BS.really scare me..but i feel dun like wana chat with him leh..dun no why la..may be got no topics to talk gua...i think so.ok lo.talk 2 sentence then sayo nana lo..at night,mum and i go neighbour the house eat buffet cos her son married tomorrow mah.. keep raining o..not convenient...wah,got many food to eat eh,yummy yummy...i cant control myself to eat.haha.cos the food really look nice and delicious mah.if din eat dengan sepuas-puasnya,really rugi...haha..then i eat for second round eventhough my stomach already full.haha...then go home after eat.haha

21.11.2009(Saturday)

today i plan to sleep until 1oam de,but my mum and brother keep calling me wake up going out for breakfast o.alamak...swt lo...i say dun want in the beggining,but at the end i go also wat...we go rasah jaya to eat 'yong tau foo'.when we reach there,no place to sit,got many people there...need to wait around 5to 10min only got place to eat..haiz..during that time,i feel paiseh lo cos standing there and wait the costumers finish eat...finally,got place sit liao..haha.then order eat..i saw xin yue family also there...but xin yue mum cant recognise me....haha.may be seldom talk with each other gua..i try to sleep in the noon,but cant sleep eh eventhough i already had my medicine...haiz..swt lo..then force myself to study..i really regret cos wait til last minutes only study...no cure..dun no how to answer the exam question given..my target gone...padan muka...who ask you to study in last minutes..now only regret,so late liao lo..cant blame others,is your fault..haiz....sad sad sad la la ..but i still dun want give up r,how?not happy r?beat me la...blekz...if i really give up easily,then really no hope and chance to enter university also..so what to do?study la,stupid...still want to ask???ok lo.then i study till 10.30pm,then go online lo for writing this story in blog lo..but my stomach very hungry leh,nothing to eat...sien...

19.11.2009(Thursday)

today i really cant tahan liao...flu n cough non stop there....then my mum accompany me go see doctor..my mum ask doctor to give me some medicine to eat for forcing me to sleep better.haha.cos i already long time din sleep well liao...need to force myself to study more and more..like that also can wor,alamak...swt...then ok lo.after reach home,mum wan me to eat medicine.then i say dun want la..want to wait til 11pm then only eat,haha..cos wana watch hokkien movie until 12am..then,my mum got nothing to say liao..haha..after finish movie,then eat medicine lo..wah.really effective lo,really can sleep faster and sleep well.then sayo lala lo..

Yeah,finally have a blogspot

hehe...finally i have my own blog....now..i can write things to express my feelings......haha....this is my 1st time to try blogging....i hope i can do better in blogging..haha......gtg..bye....